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How To help a Grieving Parent: From A Mother Who Lost A Child To Addiction.


After losing my son, Matt last January I feel like I’ve inherited the elephant. You know the one I’m talking about. The elephant in the room that no one will acknowledge let alone talk about. This elephant follows me around like a lost dog except he’s so much bigger and harder to ignore.

I inherited this elephant shortly after the death of my youngest son. You see, Matt died from an overdose of prescription drugs. He never touched street drugs and I never thought he would die.

So now I’m left behind. Trying to come to terms with this tragedy and attempting to navigate this new life without my son. Mothers are not supposed to bury their children. It goes against nature. Shattering our dreams of the present and our hopes for the future. Shifting the axis of our lives, leaving us unbalanced and spinning out of control. We expect to leave them behind. Our children are our legacy. Our children are expected to carry on for us after we are gone.

Throughout my journey I’ve come to understand and accept the fact that until someone has experienced this life altering loss and felt this heart shattering grief that knowing what to say to a mom like me is inconceivable.

Being so shrouded in grief I never thought about the impact that my tragedy had on friends and family. I just witnessed their uneasiness and watched as they danced around my elephant. Gatherings became uncomfortable. Conversations were forced. No one mentioned Matt’s name or acknowledged my loss. Invitations became scarce as friends faded away.

Soon my grief was accompanied by my new friend, loneliness. Spending many days by myself gave me the soul searching experience of understanding that grief scares the hell out of people. Grief by itself is tough enough. Add the emotions and guilt that flood your brain after losing a child to addiction and you’ve created a barrier most people don’t know how to penetrate.

I’ve also come to understand that until someone has shared and understood this life altering grief, it would be impossible to imagine the impact their behavior and words would have on a mother like me whose world has been shattered. No one knows how to act or what to say. It’s easier for friends to disappear into the sunset then to accept the grieving me.

One day out of the blue I received a phone call. A woman I’d never met found my number. She read my blog and needed help. Her best friend joined my club. Her son overdosed after years of struggling with addiction. This amazing woman wanted to know how to help her friend. Rather than running away, this woman was asking for help in learning how to remain a friend to this grieving mother.

Listening to her opened my floodgates. Here was this woman, a stranger reaching out to me when so many of my friends disappeared. She showed the compassion that I so needed from those who abandoned me. She wanted to speak to a mother who knew this grief and to understand how to be there for her friend.

This was perfect timing for me. The day after Matt’s birthday. My grief still raw. My eyes still swollen. I took a deep breath and began to share my deepest pain with this caring heart. My advice…..

Just show up

Don’t call and ask if she wants company. She is isolating herself in her grief. If you ask permission she will find a million reasons to tell you to stay away.

Accept the Elephant. Talk about her child. Share your memories. Say their name. Our children were a large part of our lives. Death has changed nothing, her child is part of her heart and lives on in her memories. Allowing her to talk about her child is healing for her grieving heart.

Allow her to cry in your presence. Cry with her. Wrap her in your arms and allow her to sob.

Never tell her it will be ok because it will never be ok. She buried her child along with her hopes and dreams for their future. The world as she knew it has spun out of her control. It will never return to normal.

Don’t force her to go out in public. Seeing happy families is very painful. Bring food and flowers. Surround her with her favorite things. Give her time to accept her loss. Spending one on one time with a loving friend is a precious gift.

Never tell her “it’s been” and “you should be”. I’ve heard that so many times I wanted to scream. Believe me, she knows exactly how long it’s been and most likely is full of guilt for not being who she was before losing her child.

Support her through the first holidays. Reminders of her loss will surround her every where she turns. Family traditions take on a different meaning. Her family has changed and she needs time to adapt. Don’t be upset if she declines invitations to holiday parties. Refrain from forcing her to join in the festivities. She needs to navigate a new life and the holidays are a brutal time for a grieving mother. Instead ask what she is able to do and offer help.

Please suggest a Grief Therapy group. Knowing I was not alone on this grief journey was the greatest gift. Being surrounded by those who understand and were learning to live with this loss will help her get through the darkest of days.

Most importantly, you must remember that the loss of a child is the greatest pain a mother will ever experience. Navigating through the grief of losing a child is a life long process. This is the one loss that time does not help. Weddings and baby showers are now bittersweet. She will never be the mother of the bride or groom. She will never know the joy of holding her child’s firstborn.

Losing a child changes us and stays with us forever. Time is full of reminders and regrets of what should have been and what is. Learning not to fear “the elephant” and loving her for who she will become is the greatest gift to offer a grieving mother. 

Editors Note: If you have lost a loved one from Addiction, OR currently have a loved one struggling in active addiction, please join our new Facebook group: AddictionUnscripted Support Group For Parents & Loved Ones

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